It's settled then. Lauren and I are going to ASIA!

i don't want to go to sleep. i want to just stay up all night thinking.

and i love it. life is so good.

I sometimes forget how "love" or related feelings work.

Sometimes when you and another person cross paths, you feel you're getting hit with a complete sense of chaos. You don't know how to explain it. Somehow, that exact moment, exact place, and exact. . . I don't know, exact shit so happens to be concocted by the universe at just the right time.

Then you realize the reality of the situation and have to completely throw that out the window.

Yet, I'm, somehow, just completely fine with that.

Happiest day of my life.


Every factor, this very moment, factors in to the absolute happiest possible day of any moment of anything recently.

Nothing else matters.

affectionately asexual. i wish!

agh, so cute.

of course, with all the good comes the bad & annoying.

SOOOOOO, funny story. I was bussing to Fort Rapids today and Kevin texted me. . . .Apparently, (all you OLD SCHOOL DANCE GAMERS WOULD KNOW HIM), RAMUH/Justin was at Fort Rapids?!?!?!?!?!?!?! HOW CRAZY. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN 5 YEARS.

Surprise two is that AMBER DIDN'T LEAVE TODAY! So, the three of us played some dance game and then got mediterranean <3 yumyum chicken shawarma and hummus.

Megan and I will be best friends forever.
Tonight was one of the parties of my life.
By the end, all I wanted was to hear Paul's voice.
It's annoying when people think they can tell you how to live your life.
Or how you should see things. Fuck them!

Um, cool, I have a car now. Gonna be back in Cleveland in two weeks to get it?!

that's it, really. that's all i've got.

Halloween is my favorite holiday. I'm going to be a vampire for High Street's Highball. For the get together this weekend I'll be a cute & gored up Red Riding Hood. Wolf killed grandma!!! NOOO.

Alex and I went to Red Mango yesterday after our Halloween shopping adventure. Very very very good frozen yogurt. I mean, it is tart, not sweet like ice cream. Pumpkin spice with mochi & graham crackers. YUM!

Sociology was an incredible bore today. We talked about sexuality, which I have learned about in all of my past social science courses & also my anthropology of body modification seminar.

I'm working on Astronomy right now. We've recently begun studying binary systems, or two stars orbiting around each other as one great mass. I'm calculating the mass of each star & the system as a whole based on the period of orbit & the distance.

Amber will be in town! I'm excited to see her since I've missed her on more than one occasion.

Playing ITG after work tomorrow. Finally, some time to get some actual exercise in instead of just running around school or my store. I think I'll be there at 5pm.

By the way, for H&M's inventory we're doing this thing called friends & family. We invite friends or family members to help us out on inventory night (Nov 7). H&M pays you! It's only one night for a few hours but we always have a pot luck. Update on that later.

I'm still a busy bee, it's way too stressful, often helps me sleep better at night, & makes life not boring. I am pretty tired of being sociable though. But here's to the weekend & seeing some old friends! I'm especially excited to see the inhabitants of the CRYPT, aka Megan, Derek, & Brian.

Needs more Paul. Needs more sleepin'. I've recently started taking a sleeping aid to make sure I sleep at a reasonable time. It really has helped with getting a full night's sleep.

boots. backpack. bed. byebye.

Paranormal Activity is worth seeing.

Anyone want to go see Paranormal Activity with me sometime this weekend?

Anyone in Columbus want to help me move my mattress? Haha. (normal size car is fine since i just roll it up and tie it with a rope) Megabus drops me off at Neil Ave & High St on TUESDAY!

Oh my god. Some sort of miracle. OSU received 100% of the paperwork & it should be processed by the time class starts. FINANCIAL AID!?!?!?!?!? FROM OSU!?!??!!


I think I'm going to cry. I hope this doesn't get fucked up!


And on a completely unrelated note, I've been getting stomach pains lately. Ouch. Ouchowowowowow.

- today was my only day off this week & i basically did nothing.

- dailybooth is funny. i was the victim of highfive today which meant me getting about 50 high five picture comments hahahahahahah. it was amusing. we're now playing the awkward animal game on my dailybooth.

- i did play some DDR & the Alavarezes were all there. that was very fun. Dan is a funny man, hahaha.

- starting up the counting calories & also watching what shit i eat. i've been eating a lot of shitty food & getting bent out of shape. so, here's to eating better & exercising more. (being carless is pretty motivating for wanting to run somewhere or walk somewhere hahah)

- visited my high school with Gabe today. good to see Mr. Fletcher (my latin teacher) & a few others. my high school is also now split in four houses JUST LIKE HOGWARTS. how odd.

- chipotle burrito bol. carnitas. guacamole. i love guac! yumyum

- Paul & i are going to go to Six Flags Illinois next Friday (i think). i'd much rather. . . GO TO CEDAR POINT 5000 times. hahaha but i know it will be fun, just me & Paul! this is our last weekend together before i move, start school & start working again :(

- hope to catch Amber Harner when i return from Chi-town ♥

okay bye now!

i really like having longer hair but i really want to cut it all off hahaha. we'll see in a couple months.

i'm helping Paul do some job hunting. he hates Blockbuster hahaha & apparently they hired some girl that he really doesn't like.

i've been feeling a bit disconnected lately (probably because i've been away from people i usually hang out with).

i've been addicted to remixes by the Twelves, especially remixes of anything by the Black Kids.

my ticket to see the Academy Is . . . is on the way to my house in the mail.

still carless. still not really worried about it.

Chicago next week & then moving back to Columbus on the 21st. i just want to see Paul already!

my two favorite things this weekend. i can never get enough of the Raptor or the Millennium Force though.

the tournament was really fun. i enjoyed the machine being outside. i always love seeing people & i was especially happy to see my itty bitty baby tessa wessa ♥ hahaha. growing very attached to that little woman. kevin's scruff is actually lookin' pretty fresh =P i also love FUNNEL CAKE SUNDAES.

I ALSO GOT TO SEE ADAM ZAVELL ♥ ♥ my gay boyfriend! & i got to meet his boyfriend who is also very very very nice.

sunday was the day paul, matt, jay and i decided to go to CEDAR POINT. they were worried it would be insanely busy but we never had to wait more than an hour and 45 minutes for anything. (due to the fact that every coaster had multiple cars going at all times and more than your average day there the wait for the Dragster was only an hour and 45 minutes at around 5pm but when we went back at like 7:30pm the wait was 2.5 hours :( rode the Maverick for the first time, loved it. ended up riding it again. hahaha.

paul stayed at my house this weekend and it was nice spending some time with him. he met my family today including my wonderful nephew who was playing catch me this morning.

just had lunch with paul & matt who are on their way back to Chicago now. i wanted to go back with them but i do have to work a lot this week.

a successful weekend indeed. now to sit here, wish paul's phone didn't suck, chit chat it up with damien, and plan my last trip to Chicago before school starts up again.

( outdoors tournament and cedar point )